thats how i smile :)

My first prose blog and i want it desparately to be a happy blog. So desparate that I have spent last half an hour writing and deleting many lines on too many different topics. I wanted to make this special but at the moment the only fun topic can be my "liver-peice" my "chic-let" my "Lord-la" that is my nephew : KAUSHIK He was the bundle of joy that i never saw arriving into my life. Never thought a small body with big head can make a difference to my sad-tuned nervous system. I saw few of his first snaps and my brittle heart started to crumble into crystals of smiles and myriad of emotions. That was the starting of a new bond that will help me rebound from the steps of gloom. If i were to be the director of my autobiography i would put background-laughter in all the scenes where kaushik is present. Or i might be laughing for real too all the way. Then the first time i met him, he was a crawling-laughing-buddha. A round (again huge) head with a wide toothless smile. The twinkle in his eyes sprinkled sparkles of life in me. He was a foot in length and and a half in width but was spinning a family of six on his obese fingers. He was the teddy bear i never had in my life. He was my laughter-buddha. The next trip home, he was a foot and half and two half-teeth and he was blowing kisses and hugs to his "atthas". In his 213 grey cells of brain(purely fictious statistics) he had image of a lady who had the capacity to duplicate whenever she wished to. He couldnt imagine there could be two of "them". One form could really get on his nerves, and that was the loudest member of family too and YES that was me. Recent trip was when he was full two feet and full four teeth and thats when he met his one of the best buddies of life(again me). We had three weeks and we rocked all the seconds of the minutes of the hours of the days of the weeks. And so "my-reason-to-smile" that was your best parts written down as my first entry and i wish to meet you soon. Bless you my with 26 more teeth and four more feet.